Why its difficult to understand what I want.
Why is loving someone so hard.
Why am I so afraid to get what my heart desire.
May be this is how I am designed.
Why is there so much insecurities.
Why am I always little short of happiness.
Why expectations always lead to disappointment.
These all feels like an essential part of my design.
Why in room full of people I feel lonely.
Why I push someone away as soon as they understand me.
Why can’t I ever let go of my guards.
I guess there is some problem with my design.