Why its difficult to understand what I want.
Why is loving someone so hard.
Why am I so afraid to get what my heart desire.
May be this is how I am designed.
Why is there so much insecurities.
Why am I always little short of happiness.
Why expectations always lead to disappointment.
These all feels like an essential part of my design.
Why in room full of people I feel lonely.
Why I push someone away as soon as they understand me.
Why can’t I ever let go of my guards.
I guess there is some problem with my design.
hey, very nicely written. A lot of introverts will resonate with your writing, me included. And yes, one thing, without any offence and an advance apology, please correct the spelling of Guard and do forgive if i sound offensive, i have no such intention.
I liked your poem a lot!
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Thank you so much Deepak. I just corrected it.
No need to apologize you are a saviour 😂
Thanks again❤️
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My pleasure, thanks again 🙂
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Good questions. It does seem like a matter of design, but the best part about life is that we can always redesign ourselves into what we wish to become. Stay safe! Have a great weekend!
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Totally agree with you. We all can change ourselves if we want.
Thanks. You stay safe too.
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Welcome 🙂
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I could relate very well!!!!!
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Thanks. Glad you find it relevant.
Stay safe.
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Beautifully written & well designed questions looking forward to the answers however anything can designed or redesigned but it completely depends on our determination.
Keep writing!
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Thanks.
Agree with you. Things can change on our faith and determination.
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Wonderfully written and thought provoking. I think many feel the same way. We all develop our thought patterns as we grow up. They are not permanent and can be replaced. We can always change the paradigm. Thank you for sharing.
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Thanks. Glad you find it relevant. Nothing is permanent, everything can change with faith and determination.
Stay safe.
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I can feel each and every lines of this one. Totally relatable.. 💕😊 lots of love to you dear..
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Thanks Shabnam. Really glad you liked it.
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👌Nicely penned down . God has designed everyone with uniqueness and you are designed this way .
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Thanks ☺️
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I relate to this💖 💖 💖 Another page in a introvert’s mind
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Thanks. Glad you find it relevant.❤️
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No problems with the design. Only need the bravery to risk getting hurt once more 🙂
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You are so correct. But honestly it’s a lot to ask.
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Wow, so deep and so relatable. This is beautifully written
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Thank you so much 💛
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Touchy!! 😀😀
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Haha.. thanks 😄
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Soooo beautifully said and “touchying”
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Thanks. Glad you liked it 💛
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❤️❣️Very much❣️
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Means a lot ❤️❤️🤗🤗
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http://httpranjustraveldiaries.travel.blog/2020/07/27/sunshine-blogger-award/ I have nominated you for this award
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Wow! It’s so beautiful ❤️❤️❤️
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Thanks ❤️
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Such a lovely poem!
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Thank you so much ❤️❤️
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You’re very welcome! 🙂
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Well said.👍🎉
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Thank you 😇
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Lines are beautiful with curiosity in each line….😍😍😍😍😍
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Thank you so much ❤️❤️
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love how this poem is designed
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Haha… Thanks a lot ❤️
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This poem is SO SO SO beautiful and dreamy! You are very talented and I’m so glad that I found your blog 🙂 ! Just subscribed as well and so excited to read more of your posts !!!
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Thanks Manasa, that’s real sweet of you. Glad you find the blog interesting.
Keep smiling.
Stay safe and connected ❤️
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Thankfully one can redesign it. Choices pave our life’s path.
The questions you have raised is something each one of us must have asked sometime or the other….. where they are now is based on their “redesigning & choice”
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Absolutely. Choices and situation always play a big role in shaping a person. Its on us how better we can develop ourselves.
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Wow
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Thanks
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Totally relatable 🙌 I have always thought that too, probably some dysfunctions with me. Amazingly written!!
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Thanks. I guess everyone feels like this at some point of point. But the best part is we all can improve ourselves and overcome this ❤️
Stay safe.
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That is beautiful!
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Excellent writing!
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Thank you Rishika ❤️
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Introverts defined with the issues faced. Good one
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Thank you. Really glad you like it.
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You like all of us, are beautiful in your own unique way. Sometimes it’s our imperfections that make us glorious as they separate us from the rest. You are a wonderful dreamer in your own respect. I genuinely loved the articulation of your thoughts! I look forward to reading more of your writings in the near future. 🙂
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Thanks sidharth..means a lot.
And you are right, its always the flaw which make the person more beautiful.
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Is this a ghazal?? I LOVE ghazals 🙂
Either way, this is absolutely beautiful! We are designed in different ways, which makes each and every one of us amazing ❤️
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No its not a Ghazal. But really thanks, glad you like it.
Correct there’s beauty in difference.
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It’s such a beautiful poem! You’re welcome!
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Thanks again 💛
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Loved this poem! For a long time, I thought I would never meet anyone I had anything in common with. Then I met the person who was perfect for me. This poem reminds me of the fairy tale, “The Frog Prince.” and the saying, “You have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince!” In my case, you have to send a lot of emails… : ) Cheryl
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Haha.. thank you so much Cheryl. Glad you liked it.
I honestly didn’t have any prince hunt in mind. But now that you have mentioned let me search for one 😂
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Lovely poem like everyone says but to say you were designed this way it can make you vulnerable.
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Thanks. Correct that’s the flaw in design.
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🙂 Nice writing! A church-lady thought: We are all flawed because we live in a sinful world and need God’s help. But, your design is perfect because your Designer is perfect. Blessings!!
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Thank for your kind words.
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I can relate to this..
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This is one of my favourite post. I am glad you find it relatable and useful.
Thank you so much for stopping by.
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You’re perfect!
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Thanks you for your readership and this wonderful comment. 💜
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Have a blessed and beautiful day! ❤
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You too ❤️
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I’m hooked to your writings , great blog you have dear. Keep writing!!
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Thank you so much. Means a lot.
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Wonderfully written
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Thank you so much. Appreciate you taking out time and going through the post 💜
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Introverts have these personalities, noisy mind. I’ve personally been through times fighting with my thoughts. We can let go of all these self – limiting beliefs when we find the best version of ourselves. We resonate with the present and have found our mission / true purpose in life. We then tend to appreciate life and all the people who come across in our lives. It all happens for a reason.
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Thanks Niveya. Really appreciate you taking out time and going through the post. I agree with you we evolve with time and hopefully come up with a better version.
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