Sometimes

Sometimes when I am in my shittiest mood and don’t want to talk to anyone and suddenly my phone rings and flashes your name, a smile automatically comes on my lips.

Sometimes when we talk, I forget to listen and start noticing all the small details like the way your lips curve when you smile or how your forehead folds when you are upset or how your eyes twinkle when you are excited. I have never told you, but I am partial towards the crinkle you get near your eyes when you smile. You look adorable.

Sometimes when you laugh, I tried to keep the sound of your laughter in my memory. The way you adjust your hair with your right hand and with the left hand you try to explain the reason for laughing. And the more stupid the reason for your laughing, the more cute I find you.

Sometimes when you hold my hand and lead me to the dance floor, all I hear is your heartbeat. How your hand fit perfectly in my hands and how gently, yet firmly your other hand holds the small of my back. Everything else just turns to a blur.

Sometimes when you sleep in the middle of our late night calls, I stay on call and listen to your peaceful snores and wonder how hopelessly I am falling in love with you and all these little things.

Sometimes I fear thinking of the future. What if we decided to part ways. But at those times you look straight into my eyes and I know whatever the future may hold you are mine now. And even if we ever move on to different paths, I would still smile if my screen ever flashes your name.

104 thoughts on “Sometimes

  1. Yeshhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 😍
    Finally!!!!! You’re here!!!!!!!!!
    So good to see you here.

    Amazinggggggg postπŸ₯Ίβ€οΈ
    I think we need to have a phone call super sooooooon.

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      1. Ahaaaaa!!! πŸ˜€thanks a lot Yeshu … you know I was singing one age old song the whole day β€œyou know my age I’m 30 plus nine. That means you are an old wine” πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        I had a nice evening with parents visiting and my little 2 yo nephew .. was fun πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

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      1. Sometimes? Always.
        Love’s other name is foolishness only. If you’re using your brain in it, you’re not true to your heart. And if heart is not involved, are you even in love?

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  2. It took me back to the days when I was in love. It’s so beautifully written Yeshu. I’m literally falling out of words here. It’s perfect you know. How it’s so simple, yet it tells us about all little things a girl loves about a guy when she falls in love.
    It’s graceful.

    I’m saving it to read over and again. It’s so so refreshing πŸ’›πŸ’›

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    1. You know I was waiting for you to read it Rashmiiii and finally you are here. Its always a pleasure to know your thoughts on my posts. Falling is love is always a beautiful experience I am glad this post reminded you that.
      You know I specially love it when you say you are saving the post to read it again. That means a lot. Thanks for always being in touch and for all the support πŸ€—

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      1. I don’t know how I missed reading it that very day, even after I said I’m going to read it on a mailer, I forgot. Your blog did not appear in my feeds, so I came to check it and boom it was there.

        I really connected to each and everything that was said, it is such a pure piece. It did not need any simile or metaphor to add to its beauty. It’s so so so beautiful 😍

        I missed you all, so came back to read my favorites. Write more Yeshu, I’m finally here to readπŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ’›πŸ’›

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      2. True finally you are here. We both have been so irregular in WP. Specially whenever I come you disappear and vice versa πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.
        After reading so many love poems from you I decided to try hands in this area. And I am so happy that you liked itπŸ€—β€οΈ

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  3. Yeshu. I could not stop reading this post. It pulled me in and put me on a glider. Smooth and high it went, past fluffy clouds of love, care and emotions, and ultimately brought me back down to the depths of your maturity. Incredibly beautiful creation. :))

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