We all have gone through good and bad mood phases. There are certain persons, things or events which usually decides or rule our mood. But do you all ever feel sad and dont even know the reason behind it. Do you feel out of place even though that’s the only place you know.
You try to ask yourself what’s the reason for this sadness that slowly crept up and have taken hold on your mood. But there’s no reason, atleast no immediate reason known to you. You try to understand what exactly triggers this sadness but again there is no clear answer.
There is nothing that you can do about it. The more you ask the reason the more the mystery increase.
Its not the first time that this aloofness has taken hold on you. One moment you were happy and singing and the other moment you felt like nothing in this damn world can cheer you up. Suddenly you start feeling alone in a room full of people. All the chatters and the laughters which you were a part of a while ago is now only whispers to you.
You try hard to get over it, recover from it and get back to your cheery self. But you feel tired, too tired to even smile. You are scared that suddenly you have become some irritated, furious person and you stop talking to people around afraid that you will ruin their mood too.
Explaining yourself would be too difficult to others as you yourself don’t know what is happening and why it’s happening. You start searching for darkness, for comfort where you can rest, cry and confine yourself. It might take days to recover from this but what other option you have.
Time heals everything you have heard that somewhere and you badly pray that this unknown sadness is healed with it.