Secrets of mind

We all have gone through good and bad mood phases. There are certain persons, things or events which usually decides or rule our mood. But do you all ever feel sad and dont even know the reason behind it. Do you feel out of place even though that’s the only place you know.

You try to ask yourself what’s the reason for this sadness that slowly crept up and have taken hold on your mood. But there’s no reason, atleast no immediate reason known to you. You try to understand what exactly triggers this sadness but again there is no clear answer.

There is nothing that you can do about it. The more you ask the reason the more the mystery increase.

Its not the first time that this aloofness has taken hold on you. One moment you were happy and singing and the other moment you felt like nothing in this damn world can cheer you up. Suddenly you start feeling alone in a room full of people. All the chatters and the laughters which you were a part of a while ago is now only whispers to you.

You try hard to get over it, recover from it and get back to your cheery self. But you feel tired, too tired to even smile. You are scared that suddenly you have become some irritated, furious person and you stop talking to people around afraid that you will ruin their mood too.

Explaining yourself would be too difficult to others as you yourself don’t know what is happening and why it’s happening. You start searching for darkness, for comfort where you can rest, cry and confine yourself. It might take days to recover from this but what other option you have.

Time heals everything you have heard that somewhere and you badly pray that this unknown sadness is healed with it.

54 thoughts on “Secrets of mind

    1. Thanks Bhagyashree. Glad you liked it and hope it helped you in some way. Life at time throw so many challenges that it hard to keep up but at the end our determination and will to keep fighting always help us to overcome the troubles.
      Hope you will soon overcome all your troubles. Let me know if i can help in any way.โ˜บ๏ธ

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  1. Wonderful post equally well crafted with all the things we should really take care of in our lives especially when the things are not going well in present scenerio due to pandemic that has paused & disturbed the lives of people.
    Take care & stay safe!๐Ÿ˜‡

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  2. As I said to a friend a long time ago, “sometimes it’s our stuff sometimes other people’s.” She didn’t understand – not even a glimmer – for several years but I thought I should at least get the ball rolling. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      1. Yeah, well, as the old poem goes… no (person) is an island… I actually learned that while studying in India. I find a lot of Indian people get this more readily but only a handful of Westerners. However, we’re not ALL out to lunch. ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜

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      2. That was actually only the beginning… But since we just ‘met’ I’ll spare u the details. Be well! Nice to meet an – I assume – young, astute traveller in this journey called life. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡

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  3. True. Sometimes the reasons aren’t clear and you are always holding that feeling that something is missing. But “this too shall pass” mindset helps in dealing with such phases. Eventually the situation turns around. ๐Ÿ˜Š

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